How do I really feel about STILL being pregnant-- warning *vent*

I'm quite depressed about still being pregnant to tell you the truth. My belly has stretched to the max- my skin hurts to the touch, my ribs constantly burn, the heartburn almost all of the time is going to kill me I swear it, and I'm HUGE! I mean seriously, who can get heartburn from water for goodness sakes!

I just want him here....... I want my old body back- all 40 pounds less (and then some) of it........ I want to be able to sleep halfway comfortably next to my husband- heck, sleep period would be great.  (That's right, it's almost 1:30AM and I am STILL awake!) Then add to it the regular pregnancy icks.

This baby was supposed to be here already and I was so sure he was going to be. All of these stupid contractions and pains haven't led anywhere and I'm so frustrated!!! I technically have 7 days till my offically doctor due date (although our ultrasounds have said November 7) and it's just time.

I have a doctors appointment Wednesday to get checked and that's such crap to me! I want Mason here now. And oh no, thank you birth control from the past and the wonderful blood clot that came with it, inducing me is NOT going to happen, and a csection is NOT going to happen unless Mason is in distress (thanks to the heightened possibility of more blood clots).

Should I feel better for venting, yeah probably, thanks, but nope... just makes me more upset. I'm so thankful to be able to provide Mason with an apparently comfy, cozy, and relaxing home in my uterus, but sheesh, enough's enough. His bedroom is nice too!

I am so done being pregnant. If I didn't have some newly developed pregnancy icks to deal with, I'd be considering running around the block to help motivate him to come out.


In other, more fun and positive news, because I was STILL pregnant on Halloween, I let Josh and the kids paint my belly- they had fun with it :)

PS: Below, at 38 weeks, 6 days, here is my belly looking down to show that from my ribs out, it's a tad less than 10 INCHES!!!!!  Seriously!?!?

And, Josh, the kids, and I did some mega baking the other day-- lots of good yummies!!!

 <-- What we have here is the following: puppy chow, 2 pumpkin pies, pumpkin fudge, 3 pumpkin cups, 1 peanut butter fudge, and the bottom square is peanut butter chocolate fudge!